Friday, February 27, 2009

nyc

so this past December I met my family out in NYC for a holiday weekend.  To top things off my best friend and husband were there that very weekend and so we (my manrock and I) got a chance to act like a young, childless couple again and went dancing at some super hip, trendy club whose name I forgot with the first sip of vodka and soda.  The next night we saw dinosaurs and the Nutcracker and really had a great time.  Went for Sunday brunch at Barney's and even squeezed in MoMA and climbing trees in CP.  it really was tops but then I had to read the Times...and came across a horrifyingly sad story of random murder in Brooklyn.  This is the poem it inspired:
honey
walking down the street
dripping from the trees
born on rooftops
looking over Brooklyn
honey
the sweet caress
of songs borne in my soul
binding together
in my flesh
honey
the sticky tacky
melted asphalt
that make the rubber trees
which bind my feet; today
go squishe, squish, squishey
in the summer heat
whose bark upon which 
my childhood swung
the cool reprieve
of concrete tub
and icy mountain stream
felt like this city does; like honey
sweet, sweet Brooklyn honey
which lingers on my tongue tonight
a night which lingered on too long
when honey was my world
a night like this sustained 
by family
and friends
but here, tonight, a million shadows
keep
my sweet company; my only taste of honey
lasts
past the hops
and cheap sugar cane
my brother's arm
around me
binds me
within a molasses grip
like honey
until the wildness
in the lines
of buildings built
after my time
swarm around us
the smell of rubber (trees)
burning
in my nose
the taste of honey on my tongue
and like a troop
of hybrids
with one intent
far, far from honey
stinging with wooden splinters
speaking in a nonsense tongue
they pulled me, stretched me,
yanked me, Yankees
out of life
before abuelita made it 
off the plane
before  I knew the names
of nieces yet to come
but not before I tasted
the seet warm honey on my tongue
and held it up into the stars
and gave that sweetness of the clover, 
never bitter though it's mowed
to all who're yet to follow
and who, because of me, will know
that life
is all it is, 
yet still is
honey

we spoke of oysters

This one's dedicated to my oral surgeon who was a kind and handsome man, but whom, nevertheless, I never, ever want to see again(!)
we spoke of oysters
by the bay
which muscles
had beards (all of them)
washing hands with bread
she said she could not write
he said to make a fist
and then remembered it had rained
tears formed on all four corners
of my eyes
but never found a reason
to become
the rest I can't describe;
only those who live
in the hours that dress like minutes
day after day
and leave the rest of us
with icepacks,
swollen cheeks
and blood to taste
could tell you what it's like (what occurred)
when the whizzing metal
met the bone

allstarz!

Calls are in to the Phillies, Eagles and Flyers for celeb shout-outs to philanthropic kids in the greater Philadelphia (and surrounding suburbs) community!  Know of any exceptional kids who deserve to be showcased as an Allstarz!?  Drop me a line!

Allstarz!

Have you heard about Allstarz!?  
Allstarz! is a project I'm developing to showcase American kids gone good!  There's a ton of youth involved in community service projects, some have even created their own organizations (!) What were you doing when you were twelve?!  So Allstarz! will feature kids and their work and the best part, they'll be rewarded by props from a celebrity! Know of any exceptional kids in your community involved in philanthropy?  Let me know!

first the gunshots

I'm currently struggling through Ismael Beah's "a long way gone" which prompted this poem:
first the gunshots
then the bodies
screaming for their little babies
then the smell 
and then the buzzards
running for my life 
it's over
living in the bush
and starving
chasing boys and women
begging
please don't use machetes
when did this war
begin
never knew it'd
happen
once the grass grew greener
now it's dark and bloody
and my archipelago 
is over
won't it even reach you?
just you know it's scary
even though our skin is darker
we lived just like you do
in the morning went to school
we were artists, scholars too
playing music reading books
til they charred our preacher man
it may seem too hard to bear
please take solace knowing
if it came to your land you would
make do just like we did til our
heads were chopped orr and you turned
off 
your tv
and went 
to 
sleep...

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