Sunday, November 22, 2009

Cuban Babe: A Quienes Somos: Latinos in the Entertainment Industry Interview





Ivet Fortun, aka Cuban Babe, is a multi-talented artist with music styles ranging from Reggaeton to Pop, and Rock to Salsa.  




Cuban Babe's music is laced with her versatile and passionate personality.  Her first album, La Perla Negra, heavily infused with Regaeton and Cuban influences resulting in what some are calling Cubaton-style, debuted in 2007.  La Perla Negra is followed by the eclectic album Urbana e Intelectual, which is set to be released in spring of 2010.  An incredibly hardworking and driven woman, Ivet Fortun also operates and runs her own music label and publishing company (Reggaeton Records), is an actor, and runs a wedding-planning business on the side. 


Amazingly enough, we were able to catch up with Cuban Babe recently and she gave us some insight into the woman behind the steamy, Pop-py new single, Que Dificil Es.  

It's a pleasure for me to present to you singer/song-writer Cuban Babe. 


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NB:  Thank you, "Babe" for participating in this "Quienes Somos: Latinos in the Entertainment Industry" Interview.  Your newest single Que Dificil Es has a really catchy tune that tends to linger, and the theme, an impossible love between friends, is equally captivating.  Is it based on a real event in your life?

CB:  Thanks!  The chorus came to me while working on a different piece with a friend of mine who plays the guitar.  The idea came about because a former friend of mine had a crush on me and I wrote the song as if he was saying these things to me.  But I think for the most part most of us can relate at some point with the song. 

NB:  Tell us a little about your second album, will it be Reggaeton, like La Perla Negra, or Pop?

CB:  Oh actually, the second album is going to be a half and half deal.  You'll find about 5 or 6 songs in pop rock and 5 songs in Reggaeton or Urban style.  That's why the album is called: Urbana e Intelectual. 

NB:  Do you see yourself drifting away from Reggaeton?

CB:  I don't see myself leaving Reggaeton for a little while.  I love to dance and Reggaeton allows for a lot of that!    

NB:  Do you have any early memory that, when you look back upon, you realize have helped shape your life?

CB:  I always had a passion for performing.  As a little girl in Cuba I would play with my cousin Yaumara at filming "music videos."  Of course my hands were the camera!  I, sometimes, was the director and sometimes, the star.  I would use different props and it was so much fun!  At my grandma's house, I would get a brush and would start performing.  Thanks for the question, it’s nice to remember things like that!

NB:  What kind of music were you into then?

CB:  I was into anything, from ballads, to rap and everything in between.  I remember liking Dulce, Marisela, El General, Vico C and others.

NB:  Who have been some of the most influential people throughout your life?

CB:  My dad.  I acquired my love for learning and books from him.  (He) introduced me to the works of Victor Hugo and Truman Capote.  He was an avid reader and we enjoyed talking about Literature. And my mom taught me how to work hard and be persistent.

NB:  When did you first realize you wanted to be an artist, and how did you go about becoming one?

CB:  Since very early on I was always very involved in performing in schools plays, recitals, concerts, and what not. When I got to the US I was determined to do this professionally.  I've since then pushed myself forward by using my resources to record my music, go to acting classes, networking events, etc.  In this time and era you can't afford to wait for labels to get you out there.

NB:  What are your musical influences today?

CB:  Cuban music, in general as well as Hip Hop and Cubaton.  My music is a mixture of my experiences growing up in Cuba and coming to the U.S.

NB:  What do you attribute your success to?

CB:  Being stubborn or persistent!

NB:  Can you give us an example of a time you did not take no for an answer and succeeded?

CB:  There have been a few.  On a visit to El Salvador I went down to a radio station and was determined to talk with the programming director. It took a little effort because nobody knew who I was.  But I persisted and got them to play my music for several weeks!

NB:  What has been your most difficult obstacle to overcome, whether personally or professionally?

CB:  I could talk on both.  Personally leaving Cuba, in the exile of 1994, as a teenager was devastating to me since I left my dad behind and didn't see him again until many years later.  Professionally moving to Los Angeles in 2002 was a huge step for me.  I was living in Albuquerque, NM at the time.  Found myself in LA with no money, job, or friends.  But I understand that life's struggles are necessary to develop character.  What doesn't kill you make you stronger, right?

NB:  Are there any words of wisdom that you fall back on when things get tough?

CB:  I have a very simply tactic.  When things get tough, and there is no way you can control a situation, the best thing you can do is "do nothing."  I go to sleep and usually when I wake up I see things in a whole new light.  Or the matter gets solved somehow.  There is always a solution.  I tell myself that in the big scheme of things it is simply not that important.

NB:  As a talented woman who has released two albums, runs her own independent label, publishing company, and wedding business-surely you have played an active role in your success! What do you fall back on those tough times when you do have to take control?
 
CB:  I pride myself on being very strong but when things get really tough it’s always essential to have the support of your family.  My family is my rock.

NB:  What do you believe is essential for Latino youth to understand regarding success?

CB:  I would like for them to know that success is not something that happens.  Success is discipline, it is a number of habits you must master to get there.  Each person must develop habits that work for their life style.  Their habits must be in congruency with their goals.  In my individual case, it is very important for me to feel balanced.  Therefore, one of my habits is to meditate as often as I can to keep me grounded.  I also have the habit of doing the most important thing first.  We all have to-do lists and sometimes get shuffled doing things that aren't as essential to our progress.  Also, make persistence a habit, be persistent on a daily basis.  If something doesn't work out, keep trying until it does.  You'll find a way to make it work. 


NB:  Thank you so much for sharing with us, Ivet.  I wish you the best of luck on your journey!

CB:  Thank you so much for taking the time!
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You can find out more information about Cuban Babe and her music at her website.


A special thank you goes out to Cuban Babe's Publicists at Three Girls Media & Marketing who were a joy to work with!  

Friday, November 20, 2009

Dear Readers: My Bad.

So things off the blog are going incredibly well for me and I'm in bliss!  I'm making all sorts of connections, and ideas and partnerships are really taking off, almost with a life of their own.  All I have to do is keep up with them and work harder than I ever have.  My nights are averaging 5-6 hours of sleep and this may be normal for many of you, but believe me:  I love my sleep.  I do.  Like as in 8-9 hours of sleep.  But I'm really liking this vitality that is flowing through me right now, even better than my cherished Zs.

Yes, I'm sleepy when I get up, but I also feel invigorated and excited to get to work.

It seems that a side-effect of sleep-deprivation combined with euphoria may be rambling off subject matter...because my point entire point for this post is this:



Things are going great off Musings, but I'm feeling on the verge of blog-neglect and I do NOT want to go there.

Last week I had an annoying glitch in my receive new Musings alerts by email.  It was delayed, it came from an old email, oh and in the process of trying to correct it, I deleted all my email subscribers.  Basically I did a great job of showing off my technological "greenness" and was left feeling like I just walked the red carpet with toilet paper dangling from my Jimmy Choos....

So.  Here's the deal (don't you just hate that expression?) in order to make it up to you, my lovely wonderful, intelligent readers (and undoubtedly much savvier techies), I am offering a free cup of coffee to any of you that had previously subscribed to my email alerts (there were four of you).

All you have to do is re-register by clicking on "receive new Musings alerts by email" tab at the top of this page, and leave me a comment in this post that you have done so.

Furthermore, since I've annoyed ALL of you with this boring post, anyone that follows the blog and subscribes to my email posts through November 30th will be entered to win a $20 giftcard for Starbucks or DunkinDonuts-your choice!! It's getting cold, and the days are getting oh so short.  'Tis definitely the season for coffee (or chai spice vanilla soy lattes).

Okay, so are we good??!

Sign up to receive email alerts of new postings and I promise to move on!

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Heart Break Pill Winner

A big Thank You to readers for stopping by yesterday during the HeartBreak Pill Book Tour.
If you left a comment on the post about Anjanette Delgado, you were entered to win a free book.
I picked a random winner from the four entries and that winner is........
Caridad Pineiro!!!
Congrats Caridad! Send me an email at nilkibenitez@yahoo.com so I can forward your information to the Publisher!!
Thanks to everyone else for participating and supporting Latina writers!
xoxo Nilki

Monday, November 2, 2009

Max Vasquez-A Quienes Somos: Latinos in the Entertainment Industry" Interview

A composer since 1978, Max Vasquez embraces all styles of music with a keen instinct for the nuances of each genre he excels in. At the age of nine, he was performing with choirs, in musicals and plays. By the time he was thirteen, he had taught himself how to read and write music. At fourteen, he was working professionally playing trumpet in horn sections of bands all over L.A. as well as bass with members of punk band Verbal Abuse. He also played with Black Flag members Sam and Henry and met and hung out with The Doors’ Ray Manzarek and John Doe of X and others at the Whiskey A Go Go. Max is somewhere in the mosh-pit shots from Penelope Spheeris' "Fall and Decline of Western Civilization-The Punk Years". Upon looking over Max's first orchestral jazz arrangement for Jazz orchestra, at the age of 16, Legendary giant Doc Severinsen (of the Tonight Show’s NBC Orchestra fame) encouraged him to pursue music. With further training from some of the leading jazz educators/studio-men in Los Angeles, Max went on to play and study with Gary Foster, Clare Fischer, Alan Broadbent, Bobby Bradford, Freddie Hubbard, and even wrote for the Count Basie Orchestra. Dick Grove School of Music and Berkley College of Music taught him the art of writing/arranging and recording engineering and publishing/legal aspects of the music industry. Max and his colleagues were among the first pioneers in MIDI and Electronic music. I met Max Vasquez online and our interview was conducted through electronic correspondence. ***** NB: Thank you, Max for agreeing to this interview and allowing us to delve a little into your life! What can you tell us about yourself? MV: There is not much I'm embarrassed about that you could ask me. I lived a rock and roll life-it's all embarrassing from the average person's viewpoint, I'm sure! But it sure makes for interesting reading, so I'm told. Anyway, never been married, no kids. How come? I am pretty much married to my vocation, for now. Spiritual beliefs? I was born to a Hispanic Catholic family. However, early on in life I found Eastern theologies and philosophies I became in tune with. So, I'm Christian and Buddhist. It can happen? Oh, plus a couple more in there. I loved history and theology as a kid. NB: Max, your musical experiences have ranged from Jazz groups, to Punk Rock, to Hollywood soundtracks, to Electronica and raves such as Burning Man, to gospel. Where do you feel most comfortable? MV: I am most comfortable making music. Period. Any type of music will do. I’ve tried doing other types of jobs to make ends meet, and I’ve found I’m pretty bad at most. I hate sales, though it’s taught me a lot, I’m actually improving my marketing techniques, but at the end of the day, music will always be my forte. No matter what style, or environment. NB: What were your formative years like? MV: I was born in East Los Angeles in October '63. A year later my mother fled to Panama after divorcing my father (much mystery there, the story is still a touchy subject for my family, but that's a story for another time.) into the refuge of a very large family down there until 1972; our return to California. [So] my early years were spent in Panama. This was during the 60s, and I have to include this story because my cousin Mary-Ester was kind of a hippie in those days. When I was around 5 or 6 years old, she used to put on Beatles records and show us the covers and translate the words for my little brother and me. From infant til 9 I did not speak a word of English, but I knew I loved these sounds! From that time I can remember feeling a sort of transformation begin. Mary also took us to the ballet-she was a ballerina. I have strong memories of listening to Tchaikovsky's Nutcracker Suite and being affected by this as well. She also played Sergio Mendez records which had an influence on me. My song "For You I Would", which won Best Lounge Artist/Song of the year in 2006 [at] The Los Angeles Music Awards, is my tribute to Sergio Mendez and the music of that time. NB: What was your family life like? MV: Mom had Bohemian friends. The famous artist, Panamanian artist/painter Mayo was my Tio Mayo. I remember [mom] would take us to their parties and we'd watch their "jam sessions" complete with guitars, bathtub bass and washboard rhythms, kinda like Panamanian hillbillies! My grandfather was a VP at PanAir, and he would take us to his yacht club. In the lounge was the sound of the Bossa Nova-love at first listen! It would be a major influence in my writing in years to come. At home, my mother would put on her Frank Sinatra records along with her salsa, Willie Colon, Oscar DeLeon, Fania All Stars, Santana, Celia Cruz, etc., but the one that really stuck was "Strangers In The Night". Before I even knew how to talk, I was singing "nainye in ne nigh..." Everybody thought it was the cutest thing and would get me to do it. I happily obliged. I would sit and play in the pen ‘til folks would come up to me and say, "sing negrito” (my childhood nickname, nice huh?). I'd come to life - Showtime! A performer was born... but it wasn't ‘til I came back to the states in '72 that it kicked in. It took me 3 months to learn English, and 6 months to lose the accent entirely (those were different times, assimilation was more crucial then). In the States during the ‘70s, we would spend time at my aunt & uncle's ranch. My cousins were into Rock (guys) and Disco (the girls), so I got those influences early on. We learned how to "Do the Hustle" from my cousin Alba, my favorite of them all! In grade school, we had a music teacher who [would] come in once a week for a few hours, usually on Fridays. [It was] my favorite part of the week! This kindly, sweet, chubby old woman gave me the seed for another direction I'd take later; soundtrack scoring and sound design. She played film music, Disney sound effects records, and I got it. In 4th grade, I joined the school choir and did the plays. The story goes that I did a Native American rain dance one time in a school production - and it rained that night! NB: When did you feel the pull to music? MV: The pull to music didn't really come ‘til '73. Someone had given me my own little transistor dial radio with the little earpiece. A few Dodger games later, I found K-GIL, a Swing and Big Band Era station led by the legendary Chuck Cecil whom I finally met and thanked the other day! That was it. I found my life's mission. Soon after, I went to my local library and checked out everything they had on swing, records, and books, all of it. I learned every sideman, arranger and vocalists as well as the record labels from the time like other kids memorized ball player stats from the bubble gum cards. At the age of 11, my mother took us to Knott's Berry Farm on a Big Band weekend they did every year. A good but long story short, I was introduced to Maynard Ferguson and Harry James and I knew then that the trumpet would be my herald for life! I taught myself how to play, read and write music ‘til I could find a teacher. I am glad to say, several folks recognized something in me and took me under their wings. My early education was superb. I was fortunate to have several "Yodas" in my life, including Sonny Phillips, who was Etta James’ and John Coltrane's pianist. So there I was, 12, with a beat up old student trumpet I'd gotten from a kid leaving for college. I practiced day and night. In one year I went from nothing to improvising jazz solos. Miles Davis was the jazzman I'd settled on to study along with Dizzy Gillespie and Clifford Brown. In high school, I went from 5th trumpet last chair my first day of band, to first trumpet 4th chair last semester. At fourteen, I joined a Rock and Roll band with a horn section and made my first professional money! My first gig was for $100 in 1979!! They called me Dr. Jazz back then... I [also] teamed up with a kid, Johnnie Cuccia, who was taking jazz guitar lessons from Jeff Stetson (whose upcoming new album release I produced). Johnnie and I got on the radio less than a year [playing] together. At sixteen, I wrote and arranged my first Jazz orchestral piece. At eighteen, right before graduation, I joined Jeff (Stetson)’s professional jazz group "Watercolours" and stayed [with them] from '82 to '93. John Avila of Oingo Boingo was our bass player before he joined them. I've also played with members of Tower of Powr, War, El Chicano, and Tierra back then. I had Johnny Vatos in my own jazz group at one time. During the early 80s, I'd gotten the teenage rebellion bug and started playing in punk bands on the Sunset Strip. I recall meeting Ray Manzarek behind the Whiskey A-Go-Go then, and Rodney Bingenheimer played our stuff on KROQ! This was back in the day when the station was above a nurses’ uniform shop in Pasadena! Shortly after, I got into New Wave music and Electronica, putting on and playing in Raves during the 90s. My partner Carl A. Craig and I have worked together from 1984 to this day. We made our own tapes on our own label, among the first independent artists of the time, marketing ourselves. I still believe this is the most rewarding way an artist can thrive and succeed. I now consult with new artists in following the Indy way. Several of my artists have gone on to successful quality careers. Anyway, from this association with Carl, I developed my stage persona Maxx Vaxx. Maxx Vaxx came from playing around with my name, Marcos Vasquez. Doing the Hollywood boil down thing, Maxx Vaxx appeared and stuck. I'm just Max Vasquez now, and have retired the jersey and [only] call the business after it. I'm convinced the name had its own alternate rock and roll persona! I had lots of rock and roll behavior I don't do anymore, under the Maxx Vaxx moniker, and from these adventures, I am now starting to write books with [the] semi-fictitious character, Mike Garcia, aka DJ Mike Spike. In 1988, Jay Green, owner of PooBah Records in Pasadena, had a show on KPFK Santa Monica, "Straight No Chaser" from midnight to 3AM. We'd been invited to play live on the show by Jay, and sometime around hour 2 of our live show on air, a producer/engineer was cleaning out his live mobile recording unit and dial surfing. When he came to KPFK, he noticed the music, stopped and heard us talking to Jay. After the live Watercolours show, he called in wanting to contact us. Long story short, George Belle came to be my mentor for several years. He was a protégé of Roy Halle and George Martin (who was The Beatles' producer). Through him, I worked as an intern on Who Framed Roger Rabbit and Back To The Future Part 3 among other major films, sponging up everything Alan Silvestri did on those sessions. George taught me everything George Martin had taught him, including the entire process for the Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club record and said to me one day, "No matter how low you feel on some days, always remember you are a direct descendant 3rd generation Beatle." Full circle from my cousin's music room in Panama...and one of the things that kept me alive during some of my darkest moments! NB: Can you share a little with us about those darkest moments in your life? MV: My darkest period began on August 31, 1998. The day a wild desert brush fire took everything including 70% of my life's work. In '99, I went back to Panama for a couple of weeks, depressed and determined to end it all there in a massive O.D. of anything I could get my hands on “Leaving Las Vegas” style. In spite of myself, I ended up being the number one DJ with my own hit radio show, Lonchera Sicodelica (Psychedelic Lunchbox) for a year! [My] first book comes from this wacky year. When I came back to L.A., I left music completely, going back to college for computer science until 2004, when an old friend staked my return to music. I worked tirelessly, building his recording studio and business for a year. Trading studio time, I wrote 70+ new songs, digitally restored and re-mastered many more from friends who'd kept tape cassettes of some of my lost material. After this venture fell apart…I had to scramble yet again. So, I have worked to come back to where I was before the fire. Yet it's so much better, due to all these humbling experiences that have made me who I am today. NB: It sounds like, in Panama, you literally resurrected like a phoenix. What do you attribute this revival to? MV: Funny you should say phoenix. I won Best Jazz Album of the Year in 2006 at the Los Angeles Music Awards for my CD “Return of the Phoenix ”! Again, I would have to attribute my love of music as the sole reason for my success in Panama. I was pretty bitter about life in general at the time-and most likely still in shock over the whole thing. So I know I wasn’t thinking very clearly on my plan to take myself out by excess debauchery. The funny thing about that time in Panama was that I had never been a DJ before that. Egotistical DJs will probably get mad at me for saying so, but smart monkeys can spin records. Just kidding, I hope folks realize. It was not very difficult for me to make the transition because as a trained composer, the sense of arranging, and locking tempos together was already in me. Then there’s the whole tech geek stuff too. Oh, and I’d been hanging out with DJs and observing them for the last 10 years. There were many incredible mixing moments I had on the air and in the clubs that year. But I have to say, a few friends in the States put together a great collection of Electronica CDs which my best friend Will sent down at his expense. Without this library, I doubt I could’ve done much down there. Plus having hooked up with a few cool kids (my crew Pat, Kiki and Cuba, “The Bud Brothers of Panama”) down there who knew everybody. So, my answer to what I’d attribute my success in Panama would have to be, “With a Little Help from My Friends”. NB: Your early teachers, or "yodas", were amazing professionals. How do you think things have changed today for youth who are interested in music? MV: I think the future of the music business is in a tumultuous state of flux at this time, due to the many changes taking place each week, as a direct result of the Internet revolution. Because of this, there are pros and cons to making it in this industry. I have been advising my clients to keep a level head and follow the steps laid out before the changes came along. The industry still has its proper protocols to follow regardless, (the right way to present demo submissions, etc.) and these may never change. NB: Who has inspired you the most in your life? MV: I can’t really say there is any one person, specifically. Because I embrace many styles of music, Debussy, Stravinsky, Ravel and Mozart are my biggest influences in Classical. In Jazz, Miles Davis, Gil Evans, Dave Grusin, Dizzy Gillespie, Lester Young and Louis Armstrong, among many others, played a big part in my development. In Pop and Rock, the biggest influences I’ve had are Sting, Peter Gabriel, Michael Jackson, Quincy Jones, George Martin (producer of the Beatles), and a few others; too many to mention. In Electronica, Toby of Banco De Gaia, Eat Static and Treavor Walton, who was my partner for a few years. In the literary world, Kerouac, Hemingway, Bukowsky, Khalil Gibran and Shakespeare and Mark Twain have been big influences in my writing process. Spiritually, the teachings of Gandhi, MLK Jr., Christ, Buddha, Hindu stuff like The Vedas, Bhagavad Gita and Upanishads, and Mohammed’s writings helped shape my spiritual beliefs. Things both positive and negative I’ve experienced on this world continue to inspire me. NB: Max, you have seemingly been through it all. What words of wisdom can you pass on to our readers? MV: The first thing I can say is the more I live, the less I know, so, as for words of wisdom… well… I can quote my favorite mythologist Joseph Campbell (who lived up the street from us) “Follow Your Bliss”. By that, I mean, spend the least amount of time you can being miserable. Life is just way too short for that. I tell all musicians looking to get into the business of music…“think of yourself as a small business entrepreneur”. The days of record contracts are long over, so do your research, consult professionals and follow the protocols. Networking, lots of networking. If you’re a singer/songwriter, go to the showcases, contests and conventions. Promote massively online. Oh, and study and practice, practice, practice… NB: What does the future hold? MV: I look forward to whatever the future has in store. There have been quite a few firsts for me this year: First Neo-Classical piece for choir, first solo acoustic performance ever, first really big cancer research benefit segment production/performance. I'm directing and editing music videos for the first time in my life. We're releasing the first entire album I've produced for another artist other than myself, with another one on the way! Then there's the book [and] changes in my business to include web development, Search Engine Optimization, and content marketing and management. I'm writing business/marketing plans for entertainment clients. And I am consulting and assisting in management of young up and coming artists for the next generation to come. I can't really say what's coming next. I just work towards improvement, hope for more referrals and have faith that it all keeps on getting better and better. The last couple of years have been (funds) challenging. Yet the work's been very rewarding artistically and critically. Simply, I love what I do. Money and notoriety come and go, but experiences last lifetimes through the music and tales that endure. NB: Thank you so much for sharing your experiences with us, Max. MV: Thanks, Nilki, for asking me these questions on my formative experiences. I've been meaning to document them sooner or later. Thanks so much for the interview. NB: Where can readers find out more information about you and your projects? MV: If you're interested, there are a bunch of things in my myspace blog you might want to go through. It is subscription only for most of the articles, so if you do a friend request and subscribe to the blog, you can get them that way: http://www.myspace.com/maxxvaxxmusic Also, there are new videos up in my youtube profile, as well as clients I've directed/edited for: http://www.youtube.com/pattikellymusic and http://www.youtube.com/TheECCChoir website: http://www.maxxvaxxmusic.com lamusicawards.com/2006NOMINEES.pdf (Winner!! Best Lounge Artist and Best Jazz Album of the Year by The Los Angeles Music Awards) youtube.com/maxvasquez facebook.com/maxvasquez http://www.imdbpro.com/ (search Max Vasquez)

Sunday, November 1, 2009

NaNoWriMo

Ahhh....it's that fabulous time of the year when, still in denial that the lazy, carefree days of summer are long-gone, I embark on a spectacular, mind-boggling writing frenzy. Just when many people start clearing their schedules in preparation for the swarm of activity that accompanies the American Holiday season, I stack another little, teensy, tiny thing on my plate. This November, like last, I will take up the challenge to complete a 50,000 word novel in 30 days. A very, very, rough draft of a novel, but a novel nonetheless. It is now officially National Novel Writing Month. 'Tis the season to be loony. 'Tis the season of NaNoWriMo! Around this time last year I had recently applied for a spot at a women's writing retreat. I imagined myself the following summer spending two weeks in pure writing indulgence, in an ideallic setting, with free meals prepared around the organic garden on the grounds, a beach not too far away, the salt air invigorating my clear mind to the point of literary genius and then I got my rejection letter. Apparently, my writing sample which consisted of some of my first attempts at poetry and a synopsis of a futuristic tale where the country is divided among the technologically advanced and the back-to-basics rebels were not strong enough to fulfill my hopes of "feeling like a real writer when I emerge from the retreat". Can you blame them? Me neither. But what happened instead was that somehow I stumbled upon this insane concept of NaNoWriMo. The first week of NaNo I spent staring at my computer screen, lurking in forums and then staring some more. Week two I started babbling through my fingers, and boy was it fun! For the first time ever, I missed a family function: "I'm so sorry, I can't make it, I didn't reach my word count." Wow. I could just imagine the head-scratching! Week Three, the dishes piled high and mighty and we either ordered out or had leftovers. The "we-eat-healthy-meals-together-at-the-kitchen-table-and-talk Tyrant was unavailable, and my family took full advantage by eating pizza and Chinese in front of the TV every single night! Wow! It was exhilarating! I was a real writer and my family supported me! Week Four came and went like a desert storm and then...Peace. I had done it! I emerged a bona fide writer; not from a respected, exclusive women's writing retreat, but from my own den. Instead of the support of other up-and-coming or established literary soul-mates, I had the support of my family. And most importantly, myself. I still haven't quite finished that novel. But it has lived and grown with me for a full year. What I gained from NanoWriMo was not an agent or a publishing deal, or even a completed manuscript to shop around. What I did gain was my own respect. Looking back, I realize that since completing NaNo last year, I have done some really amazing things. I started telling people I am a writer. I created Musings and started sharing with an audience. I now have clips! I've interviewed wonderfully talented people. I slowly started coming out of my shell and through networking, I've met people I know will be part of my life for as long as I live. I have become the writer I wanted to become. And yes, I got all of this because I participated in NaNoWriMo. I look forward to embarking on a very different journey this time around at NanoWriMo, and I can only imagine where and who I'll be, come December 1st. I'd like to invite every single one of you to participate in NaNoWriMo. There is no one to respond to. There is no money to spend. There is everything to gain. I hope you will join NaNoWriMo 2009 and if you do, keep me posted on how things are going for you. I will certainly post about my experience throughout the month. I wish you all the best with your undertakings this month and always! Inhale love, and exhale fear.

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